You know what sucks?
When someone who shares your first and last name gets way more email then you, and you have to know about it. Granted, I feel smug in knowing I got to our email namesake first (she has a pesky little "c" added in hers- middle initial no doubt) but she's obviously around my age, living in London, England as some kind of set designer/props person and loads of interesting people email her everyday! At first i thought it was cute, I emailed her friends back telling them they had the wrong girl, no big deal. Then when she wrote me to apologise for the inconvenience, we struck up a conversation about our parallel lives and agreed it was funny and awesome. For awhile I would forward her emails to her if I got one here or there- but if I'm in a bad mood (namely when i'm pmsing, lonely or down on what life has to offer me) I just delete/spam that shit. But it's not her fault. Quite obviously. I just need something new to look forward to. Something relatively closeby, but more personal then summer/ warm weather. Which don't get me wrong, I am looking forward to immensely. I just remember last spring/summer and how I felt like i'd wasted it. I so desperately want to start acting again, but my big project has now been postponed for two years... and I don't have another. My problem is, I love acting, but I hate actors. Or at least I think I do. So I'm trying to figure out if there is something out there for me. Something I can invest in, that's social at the same time. Making art for the most part feels far too alienating. Anyone know anyone with a video/filming equipment and smart scriptwriting ideas?
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment